sâmbătă, 25 mai 2013

I miss you, childhood!

Si imi aduc aminte cum adoram sa ma imbac cu hainele mamei mele, sa ii port tocurile, sa ma machiez, si in special sa o imit... cumva privind retrograd nu imi dau seama daca evoluam sau involuam?!Ideea este ca unii efectiv stagneaza, si eu as vrea sa am puterea sa traiesc in nepasare, cred ca poate din invidie spun ca unii stagneaza, sunt oarecum geloasa ca stiu cum sa isi pastreze calmul si zambetul inocent de alta data, stiu sa uite, ca atunci cand te loveai si te pupa mama  si parca iti lua durerea.Acum vreau sa uit si nu pot, vreau sa iert si imi e imposibil, vreau sa schimb si e complicat.Imi amintesc cu drag de perioadele din viata mea, in care pentru stres nu era loc, decat pentru hotote de ras si zbenguiala ! Se pare ca maturitatea nu aduce atata veselie precum as fi crezut.Acum par ridicola cand ma maimutaresc, dar uit efectiv ca timpul trece ca lumea are asteptari de la mine si ca trebuie sa am un anumit comportament, cum cere societate de la cei de varsta mea!Refuz sa fiu om mare, refuz sa cresc(asta mi-a refuzat si natura,cand m-a lasat de 1,60cm :)) ) refuz sa fiu produsul societatii..vreau inca sa mai fac sarmale din nisip:)









 

I was wearing no name shirt ,vintage(for real) earring, Miss Miss jeans, Terranova purse.


 I remember that  when I was just a  child  I was dying to copy my mother, I  remember that I was wearing her clothes, her makeups, I even  act like her...It's was so much fun, but now, I'm her!I'm  a full grown up woman, I don't  have to pretend that, only to admit it. I don't have to copy someone else...I just have to be like everybody else! Now I'm talking like a spoiled child, that once he has what he wishes for,he doesn't want it any more. Looking back, I'm not quite sure if growing up is the best thing that could happen. I'm jealous of those people that can still act like children, I wish I could still believe that if I'd hit , and my mom would kiss the wound , the pain will disappear, I wish I could just let thing go, to forgive and forget easier...Now when I act silly ,people are staring at me, like I'm killing someone , I really don't wanna be how the society wants me to be! I refuse to be an adult, I refuse to grow up (even if nature refused that, when  left me at 1.60 inches :))) I refuse to be how the society wants me to be .. I still want to do the sand rolls :)

As always thank you Klaudia 


Motto-ul de azi :“Grown ups are complicated creatures, full of quirks and secrets.” 

   

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26 de comentarii:

  1. it's always good to be a child on the inside :) lovely pics, as usual :)

    kisses

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  3. Great pictures, love your smile. Will be eagerly waiting for more.

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    1. I'll cheek it right now,thank you for your visit!:)

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  4. Nice pics! Have a wonderful weekend:)

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  5. Even thought I can't understand what you wrote I love your pics ^_^

    A loser like me
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    1. ha ha ha ha ...I wrote something about childhood ;))

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  7. Adorable ensemble love the pants + bag!
    Kisses from Miami,
    Borka
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  8. You don't have to grow up. Be yourself no matter what other people think. Love this cute look. Esp. the shirt is really lovely <3

    xx

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  9. Looks like you still feel like a child and look so vivid and fresh!)) You are beautiful, girl! Thanks for sharing such a nice post!
    Have a happy time!

    Best wishes, Alexandra
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    1. thank you very much Alexandra,you make me blush!:)

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  10. Great look, I love the B/w pic!! so deep!
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    xx

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  11. Îmi place nespus de mult stilul tău... ador toate piesele din combinaţia de mai sus.

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    1. thank you very much!:)Hope you enjoy it!:D

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