marți, 5 ianuarie 2016

A book, a voice, a gesture..

Citesc pe tren o carte interesantă cu mici povestiri. Cochetez cu tipul din paralel, pe al cărui piept sunt picioarele iubitei. Mănânc nişte pizza ascult muzică şi gândesc la tine. gândesc la viaţă mea şi la deciziile luate:) Budapesta mi s-a cuibărit deja în inimă. Prietenii mei cred iar voi ieşii răvășita din povestea asta, sper nu, cred de data asta am fost mai lucidă. Încă mai gândesc la tine, gândesc şi la alţii în paralel, îmi analizez statutul de "dronă" şi îmi dau seama cât îmi plac călătoriile. Cât invidiez fericirea altora şi cât îmi place fast food-ul pe care mereu îl evit. Există mereu ceva care te scoate din realitatea ta şi te bagă în realitatea comună... O carte, un glas, un gest. Alex nu înţelege de ce mie şi Oanei ne place pozăm orice, el e tehnic, noi...Noi suntem aeriene, suntem femei, ne pierdem în detalii. Citește şi el, şi Oana, eu m-am pus pe scris, cartea m-a băgat în gânduri şi cumva m-am trezit iar într-o viaţă care nu vreau -mi aparţină. gândesc la G, gândesc de ce nu-l vreau ca iubit, de ce mi-e frică!? Îmi aduc aminte seara când am stat la el, la bere şi film, îl vroiam, dar doar pentru îmi era inaccesibil cred, sau poate berea era motivul? Recent, mi-a zis vrea ne cuddle-uim când ne vedem, şi eu vrea... Dar îmi e frică nu stric prietenia, mai fac nişte poze la pasajele din carte, e făină. Revin la ea, e mai interesantă ca gândurile mele.

I was wearing TerraNova jacket, H&M scarf, no name blouse & gloves, Sisley pants, Ucca bag and BBup shoes















 I'm on the train, reading a book with sorth stories. I'm flirting with the guy parallel with me, on which chest are resting the feet of his girlfriend. I'm eating pizza while listening to music and thinking about you. I'm thinking about my life and about the decisions i made. :) Budapest already conquered me. My friends think that i''ll will get out ravished from this trip. I hope not, because this time I was a bit more lucid. I still think about you, i think about others in the same time. I analyze my drone status and  I realize how much I love traveling. How much I envy other people's happiness and how much I love fast food, even if I avoid it as much as I can. There is always something that pulls you out from your reality and put you in the common reality. A book, a voice, a gesture. Alex doesn't get it why, me and Oana like taking photographs of everything. He's more technical, but we are starry-eyed, women, we get lost in details. Oana and Alex are reading, I started reading too, the book made me think about my life, and then I woke up in a life that doesn't belong to me. I'm thinking about G, I'm thinking why I don't want him as a boyfriend, why am I scared?  I remember the night that I spent at his place, drinking beer and watching TV.  I wanted him at that moment, maybe because he was inaccessible or could've been the beer?  Recently, he told me he wants to cuddle a bit when he's back, maybe I want that too. I'm scared, too scared that I'll ruin a friendship for nothing, I'll better take some pictures to the great lines from my book, it's a nice one. I'll go back to the book, it's more interesting than my thoughts. 

 Today's quote: “Wherever you go becomes a part of you somehow.”

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