In an inner search!

Ai  avut vreodata senzatia ca, cuvintele tale nu ajung nicaieri, ci ca se intorc inapoi ca un bumerang?! Interlocutorul nici macar nu a  sesizat rostul cuvintelor pe care le-ai aruncat, le-a luat pur si simplu ca ceva neinteles, si a trecut peste...Uneori am senzatia ca nu stiu cine sunt si mai rau ca nu stiu ce vreau...Incerc sa descopar ce vreau, ceva care sa ma defineasca, ceva la care sa fiu "as"...nu doar o "dama" sau un "juvete" vreau premiul cel mare,vreau sa stapanesc un mestesug. Norocul meu este ca atunci cand cad in aceste stari de totala confuzie si haos, mama imi este alaturi sa ma "imbarbateze", sa ma provoace la un duel cu cine nu sunt...si sa lupt pentru acel "ceva " care vreau sa devin. Pana o sa fiu destul de matura sa decid ce/cine vreau sa fiu, vreau sa cred despre mine ca sunt un om mai bun ca ieri, un copil, un iubitor de animale...un visator fara somn!:)

Thank you dear grumpy friend & colleague Klaudia Katona

 Motto-ul de azi : " I knew I belonged to the public and to the world, not because I was talented or even beautiful, but because I had never belonged to anything or anyone else. "


Have you ever felt like no one really understands you, like you are talking, but your word are coming back like a boomerang, not even touch the other person's thoughts..Some times I have this strange feeling, like I really don't belong to anyone, not even to myself..I really try to find a thing that defines me, that I can call it "my thing". I really don't have something that can be called mine, and sometimes hurts, because i really don't know who I am , not even who I want to become. But thanks to God my mother always is there , challenging me to try to know what are my desires, what I want, and who I am. Until I'll define all this things, I like to think that I'm a  good person,a child, an animal lover...I'm everything that I want, even if I don't know what is that! I'm a  dreamer that doesn't sleeps. :)

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