Better losing it, than to lose yourself.

 Toti, fiecare om in parte are o poveste de care nu poate scapa. O poveste cu un prieten, cu un iubit, o poveste trista si grea. Te lupti din rasputeri, tu stii cat transpiri si cat timp pierzi luptand impotriva tuturor, insa in definitiv impotriva simtamintelor tale. Crezi ca ai uitat si ai mers mai departe, e nveoie de un gest, sau o boare a parfumului bine cunoscut ca totul sa se naruie. Si iar iei puzzle-ul de la capat. Simti cum genunchi te lasa, cum picioarele deja iti sunt amputate, cand crezi ca este prin preajma. Da, ai piredut o alta lupta ,dar totusi asta e doar o lupta razboiul l-ai castigat in momentul in care ai decis sa mergi mai departe. Asa ca nu lasa amintirea unui parfum sau a  unui om sa te schimbe. Focuseazate pe ceea ce va urma nu pe ceea ce a  fost. Lasa rana sa se cicatrizeze in model ei. Nu o "asalta" cu tratamente. Pentru un timp, fi doar constiinta si uita ca ai si inima...si sentimente.

Everyone has a love story, a friend story, a story that he/she wants to forget... And you struggle, only you know how much, you fight with your thought, friends, family...but practically  with yourself! You think you've moved one...but when you fell a breeze of his perfume, something that remembers your about the story, a simple gesture of the "forgotten" person or if you see the person itself, you feel like your knees can't sustain you and that big burden..You are defeated, you've lost another battle, but still you have win something bigger, you've learned how to stay focused, how to breath, how to be detached...Be focused and don't let external negative thought influence your spirit. Don't force yourself to forget if you haven't moved on, because is better to let the wound to heal in her own way..don't force things, let it flow. Just give the needed time for healing, without any pressure, cover your ears, and close your heart.

 Motto-ul de azi : “...as long as nothing happens between them, the memory is cursed with what hasn't happened.”