A smile on their faces.

Tind sa ofer prea mult si din pacate astept tot atat inapoi sau macar recunostinta (cand dai, nu astepti nimic inapoi, insa eu da, Eu cred ca toti oamenii sunt buni). Am realizat ca ofer prea multa iubire iar lucrul asta este interpretabil. Imi iubesc prietenii si imi doresc ca prietenia sa fie eterna, insa oamenii sunt complicati si dificili. Imi accept prietenii cum sunt poate mai incerc sa le deschid ochii, daca nu imi iese, ii iau asa  cum sunt. Ce poate fi mai placut la vedere decat oamenii veseli? Ca sa vad mereu fete zambitoare ma pun in tot felul de situatii stupide sau fac cadouri simbolice  neasteptate . Imi e dor de unii din prietenii pierduti pe drumul inspre maturizare sau autocunoastere. Mi-ar placea sa le zic ca imi lipsesc, insa unii nu merita sa stie asta si ceilalti nu m-ar intelege. Sa tin atatea sentimente in mine, devine uneori coplesitor si cred ca as avea nevoie de cineva care sa ma asculte, dar fara opinie personala. Am nevoie de un psiholog?:) Oricum nu uita sa le zici celor dragi ca, conteaza si ca fac o diferenta in viata ta, pentru ca nu stii cand iti vor aluneca printre degete.

 I was wearing Bershka skirt, Pull&Bear scarf, H&M blouse, Miniprix boots, gift necklace. 

I tend to offer too much and aspect the same (which it's pure egoism, since giving should be when you expect nothing in return, not even gratitude) I realized that sometimes I offer too much love, and this can be interpreted as something else. I love to have friends, and I wish friendship could last forever, but unfortunately people are difficult. I love my friends as they are, sometimes I tend to open their eyes, if that doesn't work, I take them as they are. I love to see people smile, so I do silly things (dancing like a monkey, stupid jokes, small gifts) only to bring a smile on their faces. I miss so many of my friends, or people that were in my life at a given point..I wish I could tell them how I feel, but they don't understand or some just don't deserve to know this.  Keeping inside so many feelings sometimes is overwhelming, this is why I need a person to just be there, and listen to me but without saying their opinion back. I need a shrink, hah?:))) Anyways, always let people that they count and that they make a difference in your life!Never know when they forget that and they fly away...

Today's quote: "Only the really young are fearless, have the optimism, the romanticism to take unimaginable risks."