Never ending battle!

In ultima perioada viata mea este efctiv un camp de lupta. Sunt satula sa supra analiz lucrurile, as vrea sa am puterea sa le iau asa cum sunt, fara doar si fara poate. Si totusi uite-ma aici din nou intrebandu-ma de ce acum si de ce nu maine. Sunt frustrata pentru ca nu pot face nimic uneori pentru ca viata iar imi trage o plama si imi arunca'n fata fragilitatea. Vreau sa fiu puternica si sa zic" asta este, merg mai departe". Insa singurul lucru care il gandesc este "de ce acum? mai am inca nevoie de timp". Sunt satula sa ma zbat sa : am un job mai bun, o viata mai imbelsugata, un mediu vesel, sa fiu remarcata.. Vreau sa pot lua lucrurile asa cum sunt, fara un "de ce". Nu mai vreau sa incerc sa ma sculptez sa incap in forma prestabilita, vreau ca restul sa fie format in jurul meu...

Life, or better said my life is like an never ending battle. I always try to figure things out, like why something happened or why it didn't happened.. I over think, and this has never brought me any goods. This days I'm more that sad, I'm angry on life. I'm frustrated because I can find an answer, at least one that could calm  down my thoughts . I want to have the power to be honest and say " that's it, be happy that was yours for a  while". Unfortunately I can say this, the only thing I can think of is why, why now...I need more time. I hate this struggle to try to fit somewhere, to be happy, to be in shape, never to be yourself.

  Motto-ul de azi : "If you stop struggling, than you stop life"

If you stop struggling, then you stop life.
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Like a diva!

Acum ceva timp a trebuit sa fac poze pentru o revista, iar asta a implicat si niste ore la un salon de infrumusetare. Nu va ganditi la epilat, ci doar machiaj si freza.. Ceva nou pentru mine, admit. M-am distrat de minune! Dupa cateva ore de munca aratam ca o papusa scoasa din cutie. Ten perfect...maghiajul magnific, freza super cool ca o diva de pe coperta unei reviste. Uimitor cat poate schimba un machiaj profiesionist si o freza semenea. Acum stiu cum este sa fi "perfecta" , insa cu toate astea prefer sa fiu un om normal care se pierde in multime.  Iubesc frumusetea naturala a oamenilor.

For a moment I felt like a true lady. Some time ago I had to do some photos for a magazine and that involved me going to a  beauty salon, not for shaving my legs or something like that..but to make me look pretty ;)) . I had my make up and hair made by professionals and in the end I was looking like a diva from some fashion magazine. It's truly magic what a good hairstylist and make up artist can do with a normal person. It's weird to sit down still for some hours, but in the end is worth it. Now I know how a true dive feels. But I have to admin that in the end I'm still a fan of natural beauty, at least for us, ordinary people. 

Motto-ul de azi : "I'd love to be a diva. But I'd then have to send so many apology notes for my abhorrent behavior"

Summer wishlist from Sheinside!

It's time to act! I've stopped my daydreaming day and now I act. I have decided to make a wish list, and hopefully some of the items will be mine soon.This will be my reminder! : ) ENJOY!
Here is my Sheinside super cute wishlist:

 1-Floral bird; 2-Sleeve Witch; 3-Long-Dress; 4-Chiffon-Dress

 1- Gold-Flower; 2- Yellow-Beads; 3-Blue Gemstone ;4-Gemstone-Gold

1-Leather-Shorts ; 2-Floral-Bodycon ; 3-Rivet-Bodycon ; 4-Ripped-Denim

Well what can I say now?maybe my wish list is a big long...but I'm positive that I'll have almost all of the items. :)

"Comfortable sexy!"

Nu trebuie tone de machiaj, haine scumpe, tocuri pentru a fi sexy. O minte ascutita si un zambet jucaus sunt destul de sexy.  Pentru mine a  fi sexy inseamna a fi increzator ,simplu, timid si sa degaji naturalete. Sexy e o haina pe care o porti cu drag si peste 10 ani. Nu doar acum cand ai 20 si de ani...si totul la tine degaja frumusete. Sexy este atitudinea ta in fata vietii, lejeritatea cu care te iubesti asa cum esti. 

           Here you can find my beautiful dress is from HERE . 

   Who would've thought that being a sheinsider is so cool?

Sexy is not a hand of makeup, some expensive clothes or high heels. A sharp mind or a seductive smile are enough for someone to become sexy. For me being sexy is about being shy , act natural, trust yourself and be humble. Sexy is a coat that you better to wear  it when you are older not when you have 20'something and you look sexy anyway...Sexy is you attitude towards life and the lightness with which you love yourself as you are.

Motto-ul de azi: "Why should 20-year-olds only be considered sexy? I think we get better with age. " 

 

Subtleties and little things.

Cuvinte mici, cu rezonanta puternica. Precum "Super Glue-ul"se lipesc de tine si nu te lasa sa dormi  fie pana nu mai au importanta fie pana  te-au schimbat. Nu vedem ca orice cuvant aruncat poate schimba complet universul cuiva. Imi place sa analizez oamenii sa vad ca nu sunt cu nimic diferita fiind sensibila. Imi place sa remarc ca nu doar pe mine cuvintele ma bantuie sau ma duc intr-o stare de visare. Povestind cu o colega imi zicea ca actualul iubit i-a zis niste cuvinte random, in opinia lui, insa cu adevarat miscatoare pentru ea. Si hop poc m-am gandit sa fac si o postare cu tema asta, sa atrag cumva atentia asupra acestui lucru. Aveti grija cu ce cuvinte "aruncati" in stanga si in dreapta.

       This is a lovely dress from AhaI .  Cheap and lovely!

Rochita o gasiti HERE. Eu una o ador iar pretul a fost super accesibil.

Motto-ul de azi : “I can’t remember what I said to her, and she can’t remember what she heard. I must have said I love you.
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Meaningless word for the one who "throws" them like nothing. But for us are powerful words. We never notice how easy we can change people that care about us with just one whisper.. I always tend to notice this silly thing about people. Things that aren't important but somehow are the last piece that forms the puzzle of who that Pearson is. I like to analyze people and their behavior just to see that I'm not the only one so fragile. It's weird how words are stuck with us  until that person is no longer important or we are finally changed.