joi, 3 aprilie 2014

Never ending battle!

In ultima perioada viata mea este efctiv un camp de lupta. Sunt satula sa supra analiz lucrurile, as vrea sa am puterea sa le iau asa cum sunt, fara doar si fara poate. Si totusi uite-ma aici din nou intrebandu-ma de ce acum si de ce nu maine. Sunt frustrata pentru ca nu pot face nimic uneori pentru ca viata iar imi trage o plama si imi arunca'n fata fragilitatea. Vreau sa fiu puternica si sa zic" asta este, merg mai departe". Insa singurul lucru care il gandesc este "de ce acum? mai am inca nevoie de timp". Sunt satula sa ma zbat sa : am un job mai bun, o viata mai imbelsugata, un mediu vesel, sa fiu remarcata.. Vreau sa pot lua lucrurile asa cum sunt, fara un "de ce". Nu mai vreau sa incerc sa ma sculptez sa incap in forma prestabilita, vreau ca restul sa fie format in jurul meu...

Life, or better said my life is like an never ending battle. I always try to figure things out, like why something happened or why it didn't happened.. I over think, and this has never brought me any goods. This days I'm more that sad, I'm angry on life. I'm frustrated because I can find an answer, at least one that could calm  down my thoughts . I want to have the power to be honest and say " that's it, be happy that was yours for a  while". Unfortunately I can say this, the only thing I can think of is why, why now...I need more time. I hate this struggle to try to fit somewhere, to be happy, to be in shape, never to be yourself.

  Motto-ul de azi : "If you stop struggling, than you stop life"

If you stop struggling, then you stop life.

20 de comentarii:

  1. Love your pants, they're a gorgeous colour!
    This was a great post, I’ll be back for more :)

    I hope you can check my blog out too sometime.


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  2. Hey, nu e nevoie sa te mai consumi atata. Daca esti constienta ca nu ai control si nu poti schimba ceva nici nu merita sa consumi energie incercand sa schimbi lucrurile . Profita cat poti de mult din situatia respectiva. Daca, in schimb, poti sa influentezi evolutia lucrurilor in vreun fel, nu mai astepta prea mult.

  3. Incerc...sper sa si reusesc!:) Multumesc pentru sfat! ;)

  4. Snooped around a bit on your blog and I really love your style! This look is one of my great ones I'm seeing here! I'll be back! :D

    x Aurélie

  5. really like your pants and bag

  6. You're lovely Ella, & I hope you'll find the way to find back the peace of mind that we all need to be happy. Stay strong & positive . Love M-C

  7. It's not only your life doll, it's everybody's .. I use to Amalie or overanalyse thinks, Thinkg why me or why at this time but now I am try to change my habit and try not to think too much
    U look great, nice shirt
    Really like the location of the pics
    Keep in touch

  8. Don't ever forget that everything happens for a reason. You will find your happiness and peace, just don't give up on it! Thank you so much for stopping by! You said you are following me, but I can't see you on my GFC followers list. I also don't see my blog on the list of blogs you follow :(


    "Saúde & Beleza - Health & Beauty"

    1. Thank you so much for taking your time and cheeking it out again! I'm following you back now on ”GFC”
      Btw, you look so gorgeous and stylish in your outfit, love every single piece of it!
      Keep in touch sweetie! Hope you have a lovely weekend<3


      "Saúde & Beleza - Health & Beauty"

  9. Great pants!!!

  10. I love your bag and your hairstyle!!

    Following you back!!! :)

    See you!

  11. Ella facem ce putem sau gasim un nou sens, cu zambet! xo

  12. Hello lovely, I just came across your blog and it's awesome! :)

    I am your newest follower and look forward to your next post! :)


  13. beautiful outfit! I love the green bag with the yellow pants <3


  14. Great style!)I like your blog))Would you like to follow each other on GFC and lookbook? Just let me know in my blog. xoxo

  15. You look the whole combination
    Love love your hairstyle its very chic
    Wanna follow each other via gfc &bloglovin
    Keep intouch

  16. Srsly looove your hair!

  17. Hi dear! Very nice outfit! You look great I love the rear view))) kisses)))

  18. big like pt tinuta

  19. great style,love this super look
    life is what we think,what we live,what we do
    have a nice day and keep in touch,dear


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