Tough, so damn tough!

Greu, al naibi de greu este sa fi bun in zilele noaste! Nu pot sa inteleg de ce e stanjenitor sa spui vorbe frumoase oamenilor si atat de usor sa arunci cu cuvinte grele in stanga si in dreapta. Iti mai aduci aminte cand ai zis unei rude sau unui prieten"Te iubesc"? Am realizat ca bunicului meu, nu i-am zis niciodata "te iubesc". Dar cand vine vorba sa arunc cu cuvinte grele " Bai boule" sau  "prostule" nu imi e deloc greu. Uneori ma simt prost sa zic "te iubesc" din "n" motive, oamenii se uita ciudat cand zic asta, rad isteric sau unii imi simt zic "si eu" dar mecanic, din obligatie...  Oamenii sunt prea obisnuiti cu cruzimea si rautatea, ei nu stiu sa aprecieze bunatatea. Atunci cand faci o fapta buna, trece neobservata, dar sa nu dea sfantul sa zici de rau, ca atunci toti or sa zica: " asa sunt oamenii, rai". Nu suntem rai, fratilor, devenim rai. Nu ne nastem rai.. societatea ne inraieste. Ne este frica sa fim expusi, ne este frica de suferinta si uneori rusine sa spunem ca iubim!

I was wearing Oasap dress, Oasap necklace, Oasap cardigan, H&M hat, BBUP boots.

Tough, so damn tough to be kind! Why is so difficult to say kind words to people and so damn easy to just spit something mean? Do you remember when you said last time "I love you!" to your aunt or cousin or to a  relative ? I just realized that I have never said "I love you" to my grandfather, never.. But when comes to say I "hate you", or "you stupid" it comes so natural. Sometimes I felt ashamed to say to a relative or a close friend "I love you", because they would look weird at me, or they would laugh or the worst scenario they would say "me too", just to make this awkward moment pass. People are not used to kindness, don't know how to act, meanwhile when you're  rude, every one says: "well this is how people are". We aren't rude or mean, we became like this , because people are afraid to reveal their feelings or the fact that they have a soul, which can be harm.

Today's quote: "I always think that I've embarrassed myself. Do not be embarrassed by your failures, learn from them and start again."

The new year's puzzle.

  Puzzle-ul noului an, un lucru asupra caruia trebe sa meditam putin. Inceputurile sunt promitatoare, tindem sa credeam ca un an nou ne-ar putea imbunatatii. Ne facem planuri, promitem sa fim mai buni in noul an, dar toate astea isi pierd valoarea cand ne dam seama cine suntem. Suntem tot "noi" de anul trecut, de acum 2 ani, cu mici schimbari, poate. Tot visatorii care stiu ca noul este doar o chestiune de percepție. Ceea ce e nou pentru unii, pentru altii e demul invechit. Nu iti  faceti planuri pentru noul an, doar actioneaza si in timp o sa vezi ca ai schimbat multe si ca planurile sunt facute doar ca sa te incurce uneori... Anul asta o sa incerc sa  traiesc fara planuri. In lipsa de planuri si imaginatie Oasap mereu imi da o mana de ajutor pentru un outfit reusit.

I was wearing Oasap dress, Oasap necklace, Miniprix shoes, and no name vest. 

 

  The new year's puzzle, something to think of... Beginnings are so promising, we tend to believe that a new year could improve us. We make plans, we promise to be better in the new year, but all this fades when we see the true us. We are almost the same, person we were last year, or the year before, hopeless dreamers, new it's just a matter of perception. What is new for me,  for you might be a far far away past. So, don't make plans for the new year, just act and you'll have something to look back at. I'll try this year to live and not  to make plans...

Today's quote: “Cheers to a new year and another chance for us to get it right.”

 

Christmas time!

It's almost Christmas. We all can feel it by just looking at the shops showcases, on the streets or at the people's windows. Definitely the mood is on, so there is one little thing to do. Go shopping and find the perfect gift for the people you love.  If you don't wanna go shopping, which is annoying with all the people in search for the same thing as you, then go shopping online. I recommend you the aprons made by my friend Smaranda. We have them for the chefs but also for the chefs help. 
 Just take a look at this wonderful aprons and let the Christmas mood overwhelm you, go bake some cookies,or help mom in the kitchen!:) 

For more details contact Smaranda at smaranda.costin@gmail.com

Today's  thoughts: “Out of love I made you a cake. Also out of milk, eggs, flour, sugar, and vanilla.”

A smile on their faces.

Tind sa ofer prea mult si din pacate astept tot atat inapoi sau macar recunostinta (cand dai, nu astepti nimic inapoi, insa eu da, Eu cred ca toti oamenii sunt buni). Am realizat ca ofer prea multa iubire iar lucrul asta este interpretabil. Imi iubesc prietenii si imi doresc ca prietenia sa fie eterna, insa oamenii sunt complicati si dificili. Imi accept prietenii cum sunt poate mai incerc sa le deschid ochii, daca nu imi iese, ii iau asa  cum sunt. Ce poate fi mai placut la vedere decat oamenii veseli? Ca sa vad mereu fete zambitoare ma pun in tot felul de situatii stupide sau fac cadouri simbolice  neasteptate . Imi e dor de unii din prietenii pierduti pe drumul inspre maturizare sau autocunoastere. Mi-ar placea sa le zic ca imi lipsesc, insa unii nu merita sa stie asta si ceilalti nu m-ar intelege. Sa tin atatea sentimente in mine, devine uneori coplesitor si cred ca as avea nevoie de cineva care sa ma asculte, dar fara opinie personala. Am nevoie de un psiholog?:) Oricum nu uita sa le zici celor dragi ca, conteaza si ca fac o diferenta in viata ta, pentru ca nu stii cand iti vor aluneca printre degete.

 I was wearing Bershka skirt, Pull&Bear scarf, H&M blouse, Miniprix boots, gift necklace. 

I tend to offer too much and aspect the same (which it's pure egoism, since giving should be when you expect nothing in return, not even gratitude) I realized that sometimes I offer too much love, and this can be interpreted as something else. I love to have friends, and I wish friendship could last forever, but unfortunately people are difficult. I love my friends as they are, sometimes I tend to open their eyes, if that doesn't work, I take them as they are. I love to see people smile, so I do silly things (dancing like a monkey, stupid jokes, small gifts) only to bring a smile on their faces. I miss so many of my friends, or people that were in my life at a given point..I wish I could tell them how I feel, but they don't understand or some just don't deserve to know this.  Keeping inside so many feelings sometimes is overwhelming, this is why I need a person to just be there, and listen to me but without saying their opinion back. I need a shrink, hah?:))) Anyways, always let people that they count and that they make a difference in your life!Never know when they forget that and they fly away...

Today's quote: "Only the really young are fearless, have the optimism, the romanticism to take unimaginable risks."

Surprised,cuddled,appreciated.

  Este minunat cum oamenii incearca sa te cucereasca/surprinda, cu adevarat delicios cum se chinuie sa te faca sa te simti magulita. Este prima data cand cineva a reusit sa ma impresioneze cu un simplu buchet de flori, si tot in premiera este faptul ca anul acesta mos Nicolae a reusit sa ma surprinda. Din gama surprize, prietena mea Smaranda chiar m-a socat prin descrierea facuta, cum ma vede ea, si cat de mult a reusit sa surprinda din caracterul meu. Astea fiind spuse trebuie sa admit ca sunt usor de placut si faptul ca sunt nitel ciudata nu este un lucru rau, ci doar diferit. Va multumesc oameni frumosi ca imi sunteti alaturi.

I was wearing: Zara dress,  Mely Melo accessories, BBup shoes, and Mango coat.

   
Looks like Saint Nicholas visited me. Oasap's Saint Nicholas of course. ;)

    It's amazing how people may surprise you, it's absolutely delightful to see how they struggle to make you fell cuddled. It's the first time in my life when someone impressed me with a bouquet of roses, and also it's the first time in a long years row when Santa Nicholaus comes as a really surprise for me. Also Smaranda really surprised me with the ways she sees me and how well she could describe me. That being said, I must admit that I'm a pretty loved person, and the fact that I'm a bit weird it's not a bad thing, it's just unusual. Thank you people for standing by me and.

 Today's thoughts: "But people who do not know me are surprised to see me as a real person I guess."